Saturday, September 08, 2007
3:15:00 PM
Today, i had my Chinese Lit Paper.
It was rather alright.
But i was in a dilemma.
Just like how my Chinese Lit Novel <
> goes.
In life, we always face dilemma, forcing us to choose a way from two in which both has both it's pros and cons.
In the story, Hu Fei has to decide whether to kill the person who killed his Dad aka the father of the girl he fell straight in to love with (love at first sight).
So Hu Fei has the upperhand of being able to kill th guy but he was struck in a dilemma.
To kill or not to kill?
Kill bcos he killed his father?
Not to kill bcos he's her dreamgirl's father, the girl would be devasted to know that the man she likes, actually killed her father!
So, he's seriously stucked!
HOW?
the author didnt tell us, he instead question, " Would Hu Fei, bring his sword down upon him?"
he left it to our imagination.
And this is reflective of out daily live where we often encounter sticky dilemma that forces us to make a choice. Both having their adv and disadv.
For this prelims, i did studied much harder for Chinese Lit.
But i ended up, having not complete my paper.
why?
ironically, its because i studied, have a lot of things to write for most questions.
Thus i wanna create the best ans for each questions causing me to have no time to complete the paper.
But when i dun really study hard. i can complete the paper cos i have little things to write for each questions. Then i dun feel guilty in not completing the paper.
But now, i studied and did not complete, did not put in my utmost effort to complete the paper.
I'm feeling guilty. So weird.
So! to study or not study?
i've decided i will study even harder! so that i will have all facts on my fingertips and even toetip then i can write faster.
And i mus also have better time management skills.
we cant choose whether we wanna face dilemma but we can choose our attitude to face it =]
so embrace it!
