Today, i'm kinda of angry, cos i was late for school.



Not angry that i was late for school, just the fact that i'm late for school for the 3rd time in this stupid term.
And in this stupid term, the stupid school decided to be more stringnent on their latecoming regulations. Then just so happen, in this fateful term i got the stupid habit of latecoming!
Like WTH!
Vaguely, here are the new regulations.

• Now, if u're late for school, u dun report directly to your lesson venue but instead report to the general office. In order to "sign in", if not u will be treated as "absent without reason"
• 1st time late coming, call parents to inform
• 2nd time late coming, verbal warning from CT.
• 3rd time late coming, see DM/school counsellor
• 4th time late coming, OUT OF SCHOOL! (expelled)

ridiculous? DAMN RIDICULOUS!

Here comes the irony. I just receiced a warning letter from the school to inform my parents that i was late for school for 2 times. Then the parents have to acknowlegde and sign in.
MY PARENTS HAS YET SIGNED THEN HERE I WAS LATE FOR THE 3RD TIME!
wonderful right?
Seriously speaking, my parents dun really care if i report to school late or what, so long as i go and attend they are fine with it.

But the school has to be so insistent.

I'm really angry that i'm late for school again today.
Cos actually today was the second 3rd time i was late for school.
Last thursday, it was supposed to be my 3rd time for latecoming.
Just the day before, my CT warned 2 other classmates and i for coming to school late for more than 2 times.
Then the next day i was late! F!
Looking at my timetable and considering the pros and cons, i decided to give school a miss since i wasnt feeling at best that day too. So i went to the doctor.
Therefore, i saved my 3rd latecoming, for rainy day.

God knows? The rainy day was today!
I woke up at 7.35.
I totally didnt hear my alarm clock, i think i was too tired.
At first, i tot i could make it for the assembly that starts at 7.40.
So i rushed a bit, 7.38.
I shouted countless Fsin my heart and knew that i would still be late even if i rushed down.
Feeling sad and angry, i sat down again to consider whether i should go to school since i'm late and looking at the new regulations for late coming.
So i thought, i came to the conclusion that i should go to school.
Cos i was feeling unwell at all, there's no reason for me to go the doctor for an MC.
And it would be super crazy to visit the doctor weekly.
So i bravely set off for school, still feeling angry!

I walked slowly to the school.
To my favorite side gate, but it was locked!
This made me angrier cos i have to walk to the other side gate.
So i jalan-ed my way there. On the way, i told myself " if the other side gate is also locked. That's it. I'm going home no method wat."
But it was opened!
And out came 3 students who rushed out hurriedly, telling that they were in the wrong attire and didnt dare stay on, so they are going off now.
I did care about them and continue to walk slowly.
Then one guy told me this " I think u better walk faster"
Then i was even more angry, i turn back rolled my eyes and continue with my walk.
So F-ing angry, i'm late and u still want me to walk faster?
late means late? reporting at the general office earlier wouldnt mean that i'm not late!
And that fellow is obviously not in the position to ask me to walk faster la!
RAHHHHHHHHHH!

After reporting, i went to the hall.
Saw my classmates and grumbled that i'm late for the 3rd time!
REALLY ANGRY AND SAD! =[

I'm angry with myself for being too sleep-hungry.
I'm angry with myself for not hearing the alarm.
I'm angry with the school's system
I'm angry with having no one in the house who can wake me up, so if i cant auto-wake, i'm dead.
I'm angry with myself for starting to have the bad habit of latecoming only when the school decideds to be strict in their latecoming regulations.
I'm angry with the fact that i wasted my 3rd latecoming on some stupid short 2hr celebration in school, i should have missed it but have no reason to.
I"M ANGRY!

And i'm super scared of being late for the 4th time cos i think its super easy for me to be late again, considering the fact that i always study till late nowadays, making myself super tired, making myself want to sleep in.
if i hit jackpot! i'm out of the school? will i? seriously? doubt so? dunno?
But i still wanna study and ace my A lvls! =[

Why school is so harsh on latecoming?
i always believe in this phrase " Better late then never".
But the school now is really forcing us to "never".
SIGHS!