today we went to sakae @ bishan for the "(in)famous" buffet!
yeah! woohoo!
just had the cravings for it and it was fulfullied! yipee!

we were like basically gorging ourselves like there's no tml...
hahha...
i guess we are just kinda of affected by the fact that the whole class got U for Chinese paper 2, the literature part...
HAHAHA

i expected the kind of results i got, cos of the amt of effort i put in.
so not really pissed.
for both parts of the paper, i got "see me". cos they were marked by diff tchers.
this just showed how much i had irritated them.
they wrote comments like : " did u study?"
like duh? if not i would handed in something empty!
"u are not putting in enough/ ur best effort!"

wat got me pissed was the lecture that the teacher gave.
LIKE OMG! deserved tons of slaps for that...
he said " dun tell me u all have stress, the other classes all have stress but their results aint this bad"
like hello! diff ppl have diff stress. stress level is not the same in every class
" dun give excuses like u have CCAs, others classes got have CCAs, if u noe u have CCA, u shld have planned early and started ur revision earlier"
so i think this pt is like targetted at me, cos he keep repeating it like no one's business and keep staring at me while saying it.
and blahz blahz...

and the worse thing! he even scolded me for folding my hands when i'm standing and said
"dun do that, its seems as if u're trying to protect urself"
like i dun get that...

and lastly he made he make a promise to put more effort into chinese.
and he made us say YES
and in the end said " dun come saying tt i forced u to say YES" when he's the one who kept asking for a reply. who in the right mind would say NO, i dun wanna put in effort into chinese..
HAI!
sad life.

wat can i say now?
i can only say tt i will now treat chinese like my other h2.
in the past, i treat it as some erm h2, now i shld place equal importance on it =]
jiayou!
breathe =]