hai...
i'm blogging!
blogging not bcos i'm free but i'm uber busy...
uber stressed...
actually i dunno whether am i stressed or not
its like! ARGHHHHHHH!!!

its like i get easily frustated...
eg.
amidst studying...
i would suddenly question myself
" y are u studying so much? YYYY??"
then i will start " feeling stressed and stuff"
SHIT!
CRAP!
i dun like it!

i really wanna run awayyyyy
why is it like this?
stress stress...
my own expectation...
tchers' expectation
tchers' nagging
and disappointed faces frm tchers...
HAI!
I DUN LIKE!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!

my mum always grumble that i'm a crybaby but now i wanna cry also no tears...
hai...
tt's like the highest level of being sad...
POWER!
i'm always telling myself to jiayou jiayou...
hai...
but all these jiayous seems to be adding extra stress to me...
crap crap
DA PIAN!