so shitty la...
in such a toopid dilemma..
i hate it la!
so gross... GROSS!!!
AHHH!!
how? how? HOW?
i dunno lehz..
if i had knew then i would not be a dilemma le... haha... LOL!
so lame... -_-"
hahaha....

i dunno whether to back out not...
i'm scared...
scared of the results after i back...
scared of the procedures...
scared of the things i may miss out...
scared of many many MANY other things...
hai...hai HAI!!!~
so helpless...
all i could do is to sit here,type n vent my feelings...
no matter how much i think...
the pros n the cons seems to balance out...
haha...
so sick la...
i wanna come to a decision quick...

my heart tells me to back out...
but my brain tells me to presevere on...
some voice deep down within me tells me to push on, go for it...
but i jus dun have the thing to push on... (:
wth... so crappy... hai hai...
DUNNO!~

i love studying lo...
hahah