Human are jus big funny weird creatures of this ever changing world....
when i say ever changing it is really even changing...
today u may be living so happily but u will nv noe wat will happen tomolo...

when ppl face a problem/situation or some sticky matters...
they normally don blame themselves...
and start blaming anyone n anything they can blame...
cos human when faced wit such sitcjky situation...
they normally wan to seek self comfort...
in the process of seeking self comfort
HUMANS!
normally turn to self denial ...
start denying everything...
finding/thinking of ways to make them hapy n make them forget something...
so normally they will instil in themselves that "it is nv my fault".
start not facing the truth
AND face the "truth"
so when they face the "truth"
they thought(wishfully) that they are really facing the real truth...
burt ACTUALLY they are so not facing it...
they hhad jus found gratification by not facing the truth...
they dun wan to face the truth
cos they r FEARFUL...
they wan to escape...
escape frm the sadness...
so they find a quick way...
by dneying,...
containing themselves in self denial...
when in self denial they dunno that they are in self denial...
they assumed happily that they are facing the truth...
but sadly it is not la!!!

then usually ppl in self denial...
ppl start saying stuffs t are usually not very truth...
the things they say are jus usually the things that they wished for deep down inside their hearts...

haiz...
so sad for the people in self denial..
haha...
u guys may not be able to understand cos i think its messy and got tons of errors i guess...
haha