erm...
i cant get to slp n so decided to wake up n use the com...
erm...
did expect tt i got a very very big surprize...
really indeed big one...
haha...
wan to noe the surprize...
i don mind sharing...
just click this n read...
well read the lastest entry by a bastard...

well well...
i read le...
i was not furious
cos i expected it...
;p

see like me tell u the situation...
it is like saturday
we collect report bk mahz...
then then did not come mahz...
cos i don no he got wat lahz...
he did not tell me...
then i heard frm daniel n wei sheng saying tt he got a date tt's y he did not come...
so nvm lorz...
nv come ok wat...
then mr tan come n tok to me bout him faling the a maths and the the appeal...
then the appeal was sort of a success then got a retest
there is this form where those who appeal need to collect...
so mr tan asked me where is paul...
i said i am not sure...
then he told to try to get him..
n i said sure i will...
then after tt...
i keep calling him like tons of times...
hoping to be able to contact him to keep him inforn about the thingy n he needs to see mr tan bout it...
but i called , leaved vocice msg, sms...
to let me call me so i can inform him...
then soon he called me...
then i told him everything n sms-ed him the sch number when he ask for it...

i thought that all this i did was to help him to continue taking a maths...
n like show care for a fren mahz...
but he see it in a wrong manner...
he thinks that i am being a busy body...
trying to prevent frm taking a maths...
like halo!!!
wake up!
y would i wan to prevent u frm taking amaths...
like not my problem...
when i was calling...
daniel n wei sheng was like saying...
don waste ur effort calling him..
he wld not appreciated it...
yupZ!...
n it is true...
the results are out...
paul did not even like say thank you...
instead n go round telling ppl that i did not cover up for him...
n blah blah blah blah...

it is like i was anxious so i kept on calling but...
haiz haiz haiz haiz ...
then u could even ask daniel then i even wanted to take the form for paul..
but mr tan did not allow...
not my fault...

but the thing is tt now the bloody bastard thinks that it is so TOTALLLY my fault...
so wat i say but onli one thing....
sorry paul it is my fault!!!!
happy!!!?!?!?!
SORRY!

sometimes when i tink back...
actually paul don even show sincerity in wanting to take up a maths...
so i think he shld not even continue to take lo...
might as well don appeal...
waste everyone's time n effort...
waste ur own time writing the letter...
it is like when u r given the chance u don work hard...
but who can u blame...
u claim that u MUGGED very hard n long for the sa2...
but see!!!
the beautiful results u have!!!
wow!!!
indeed very beautiful...
i seriously think u must haved studied wit u eyes shut...
haiz...

don think tt i am being like damn evil..
u brought this all upon urself...

u r indeed a big liar like wat u past "gd" fren says...
u liar about everything n anithing in the world...
for just one word!
FACE...
u wan ur face...
u don wan to lose face...
well oh well...

u deserve that all ur frens left u at tt time...
seriously
u treat a frenship too lightly...

i had been frens wit u for mani years n i did expect tt it would turn out this way...
since u wan it this way...
it is fine wit me...
well u got tons of better frens anyway...
losing me is no harm to u.,..
i think it is vice versa...
so nvm..

i supported u when u were down...
but where were u when i was down...
i accompany u when the others are irritated by u...
i did not mind u...
i speak gd things bout u infront of others when u irritate them...
do u even noe>??!?!?!
i cared for u so much...
so much...
i cared tt's y i called u so mani times...
i wan u to excel in ur studies,....
do u noe....
when u need help...
help u in whatever methods i can...
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...
why tok about all this...
it is all over ...

i just hope tt ...
we can no tok bout this anymore...
n u carry on wit my own life while i carry on wit my own life...
just one last thing...
f.y.i
not onli do not like it about u...
but tons of ppl also do not like it about u...
i am not jking...
u got a bad of bad points...
but we as gd frens...
we try to accomendate n ignore...
but sometimes it is so ".........." that we cant stand it...
so hope u could change for the better....


extract frm paul's blog...
"ya.. concerning additional mathematics.. i could not blardy hell go to skool coz of the course i signed up for.. and whats so kpkb about lah bingliang! i dun get the hell out of it. u ccb! its fugly irriating.. then its like u called till no batt lah my phone was inside... its not ur problem right! can;t reach me then fuck care.. its like i can;t come and u jolly well noe that u should cover up. so why even call.. dun tell me sheng or dan din tell u i had a course lah! now i get what weisheng means that ur so EW. orite.. i'm not being mean nor green but i'm reality. so face up and geddit. "


LOOKING BACK>>> >>>
sometimes i really think tt wat my mother says it true...
i am far too good...
i treat my frens too well...
sometimes tt i forget wad i am doing...
once n again...
i got hurt by my fren again...
well ...
frm this i learnt i lesson n
to not treat fren too good...
if not they will climb on top of u...
i also learnt to be stronger...

learnt also tt serious seriously tt frens really really...
cant be trusted...
no matter how close they r to u...
this fall had i think cause me to change again bahz?!?!...

byebye!