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today i was damn slack...
i did nothing...
but watch VCDs...
heehee...
i watched the whole day...
watch while eating breakfast lunch n dinner...
woot~

yesterday pattra my previous batch the DM called me ...
he called me concerning the hong kong for the band this year...
haiz...
he say come on i not going then tok to me...
tell me that all the sec 4 going so i shld...
then all my grp the ppl not going...
so he called me to encourage me to go...
but not i dun wan to go ...
it is
firstly , my mum do wan and don allow me to go....
secondly, bcos i poor then no money... heehee...
so sad...
then partly this year i no mood don wan to go...
but the call frm pattra strike off my mood to go ...
he ask me to presuade my mum to alow me to go....

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i tried persuaded just now...
my mum damn gd...
she straight away say NO...
i was like nothing to say wat to do?
haiz...
she was like saying do for wat?!?!1
go also useless...
nothing de...
so expensive somemore...
last year i let u go japan le...
this year no more lahz...
then i felt weird n went to bath lo...

heard that if i don go the whole band not going...
so much of a chain effect mehz?...
dunno...
but nvm...
see how lo...
mayb if the sch sponsor me to go then my mother might only considering allowing me to go...
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz....

suddenly realsie that my blog is like a dear dear diary to me...
i tok it all the things..
n mayb felt better telling it out bahz...
last time i don tell anyone stuffs de...
i got things i just bottled it up ..
keep it to myself...
haiz...
now i still keep this to myself
but not much le...
now at least got tell some ppl n my dear diary...
i cant find some1 whom i could trust wit my troubles...
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...

this world is full of haiz!