Shopping Spree???!?!
i just bath n feel very refresh...
n later i am gonna go start on my revision for tml's maths test...
haha...
today...
i slpt for damn long so i woke up damn late lahz...
i slack a bit then later started doing some of my hw...
then i went out...
i went to orchard for shopping cos received pay le mahz...
well as usual sheng is late...
n not late but very LATE...
some more he is ot guilty @ all...
wat can i do?...
so i waited at the mrt lonely...
feeling damn cold lahz...
BITCH!...
haha...
he reached le...
then we start to go shopping...
shop shop shop...
sheng bought a ton of stuff...
n really a ton...
a lot of bags....
but poor me i only bought a wallet n socks...
today the shopping trip suppose to be a shopping spree...
it was really a shopping spree for sheng but not for me...
today i feel that i am not my usual...
every thing i see i don like...
i like one then i don feel like buying...
don wan why so weird...
i saw a lot of things that i liked but don feel like buying...
like the quiksliver bag, the quiksliver shirt n slipper...
dcp shirt...
i got the money but i don felt like buying for not reasonS...
haha...
weird me...
i donno wats wrong wit me...
mayb i don have the confidence to buy...
as in... i don dare to approach the sales person n ask...
i don dare to try it on...
i fear that i don fit into it...
i fear that got no size...
i fear that ppl might laugh...
i fear of everything...
AH!!!!~~~....
wats wrong wit me...
this is not the usual happi go lucki bingliang...
where has the happi go lucki cute cute chubby bingliang gone to...
ah!!!...
bingliang is usually not like this...
WHY!!!...
....
bingliang come back...
COME BACK>>>
y shld i fear i got the money wat...
i shld not fear so wat if bad things happens...
happen then happen lo...
treat it like a stepping stone...
just put it behind our minds lahz...
just like how u throw a peice of rubbish into the bin...
STRESS~!!!!
erm this is so not me...
i must not be like this...
i wan to be my old self...
CONFIDENCE IS WAT I NEED...
yeah!!!
jia you...
